Situations

It seems so obvious now. It's like I am being told what to do, being told how to act, and yet one person is keeping from doing such. What I have now is so much more than I could have asked for, and I am so grateful because of it. But, being human, I am always wanting more. I want to take that extra step, to go that extra mile, and get that much more out of this short life that we have.

I cannot decide what to do. I know how I feel. There are certain signs that it is there. There are certain signs that it is true, but how can I be sure?! When will I know? Is it right? Will I be able to see it almost everyday and know that I never even had a chance? Why wasn't I given a chance? Why was I put into this situation...

Will things change? Will it change? From what I was told today, it is possible, but still unlikely. There is still a connection, still a bond. I do not want to be the reason.